Saturday, June 23, 2007


Autism is interesting to me. I have an 8 year old with it. It has been something I have continuously researched since he was diagnosed at 3 year old. After these 5 years of research and life I have finally drawn some conclusions.

1. Autism is real. It is a true physical issue inside the body.
2. Autism waxes and wanes and has good days and bad days.
3. My autistic child has such a sweet, kind and good spirit that he needs the challenges of an autistic body to grow in ways he needs to during his earth life. Maybe others do too.
4. Chemicals in the environment, house, food and during the developmental periods make a big impact on their tender and sensitive bodies.
5. With the lack of medical knowledge and the permanent damage to the nervous system the child has to rely on Heavenly Father for comfort and to calm their bodies.
6. The nerves in the child during autistic episodes (and less so at other times) are misfiring. Some are signals come through too strongly and others do not come through at all.

On thinking on number 6- maybe the world is becoming that way. Our news media makes a big deal of Paris Hilton and other celebrities going about daily business (or royally messing up) but yet the news we need to hear, like the whispering of the spirit or consul of our brethren is often drowned out in the commotion.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

new voice mail message

You have reached my voice mail. I am out of my mind until further notice. Please don't waste your time by leaving a message. If you really need my attention, you are as crazy as I am.

Saturday, June 02, 2007


Another month with no baby on the horizon. But that is ok. I have enough going on and a cute little blue eyed girl to hold whenever family get-to-gathers happen.

We were trying to restructure my business because it was growing too fast for me to run and still have a family. But then the management of incubator business (the one helping mine) decided to hijack our business and in effect ended up that our business was hijacking their management team. It wasn't a good solution for either side. And the effect upon me was like that of losing my baby.

I need to find something else to do and quick before grief and loss overwhelm me. Does anybody know a good series of fantasy books that I haven't already read?