inner thoughts of a woman who belongs to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.
Tuesday, April 30, 2019
John 8:2-11
Dear Woman,
I am not without sin
Cannot cast a stone
nor can I condemn another
for things I have done alone
I will not accuse thee
I'd rather sin no more
shed the weight, burden, pain
and into heaven soar
Monday, April 29, 2019
John 4:34
On John 4:34
I wonder how often someone told Jesus
You still need to eat
But do Gods eat?
Resurrected beings eat
Fish and honeycomb
Huck Finn thought watermelon
Was the perfect angels’ food
We can not live by bread alone
Our dual nature made known
Spirit and flesh, a soul to feed
Both bread and living water we need
Church Halls
Out of Class
walking down the halls at church
toddler attached to my finger
several little voices sing
"I am a child of God"
snatches of lessons
"Obeying God's laws bring us happiness"
"Oh Lord, My God, I am in awesome wonder"
Pictures of Christ hang on the wall
Talking to the women at the well
teaching in the temple
healing the blind
raising my spirits
walking in sacred halls
snatches of murmured prayers
I wish to sing too
"How Great Thou Art!"
Church with Kids
Church with Kids
Sometimes I can not reflect on
the bread and water
When the sacrament is passed
Hushing kids
Finding lost crayons
Keeping my brood quiet so
others can hear their thoughts
When the house is quiet
When the kids snooze softly in their beds
When I take out my scriptures
I remember Him
Born Again
Nicodemus
A change so drastic
It is called being born again
I take the water and the bread
Easier, more comfortable
To crawl back into your mother’s womb
She loves you as you are
I know who you can be
Into the water, I shall go
A promise made with God
To join the body of the saints
Care for each and every part
To remember
I am trying to be like him
In all my actions
And his spirit will be with me
With him I shall endure to the end
Sunday Morning
10:15 Sunday Morning
Through the water and the bread
I am forged anew
Living water
Bread of life
Gives my soul meaning
Purpose to my night
Wine
Water to wine
God changes
water to wine
Sinner to saint
gold from my dross
my broken heart
Forged anew
Fills my empty belly
Water and crusts of bread
Luke 4
On Luke 4
Is this not Joseph’s son?
Wonder and bewilderment
Is he not one of us?
How can one be so special?
Jesus answered with stories of special ones
The problem arises when we
do not believe he is special
That one can be different than others
But I believe
I have felt his difference
He has touched my heart
Made it burn
I believe not only in his specialness
But in mine
I can be like him
I can touch other’s hearts
I believe in everyone’s ability to be special
To become as he is
Because of Him
Witness of divine potentials
We, in embryo now
Become like our mother, our father
Is it then so special that God could walk among us?
Is Joseph’s son, the promised Messiah
Any harder than accepting
Our own divine spark
To treat other as Jesus taught
To believe that they are children of God too
Is that not why Jesus asked us to become like him by
Mourning with that that mourn
Comforting those that stand in need of comfort
Roles he proclaimed for himself
And also for us
Light
First and Third Nephi, Chapters 11
Darkness filled with wails
Everything changed
We can’t even see it
Voice of calm interrupts the cries
Light breaks through the darkness
Everything has changed
We can see now
Women at the Well
Did Jesus tell
The woman at the well
Living water was only for men?
Or did Jesus Suggest
With the space in his chest
Though the word could have meant womb
In his salvation we all have room?
John 4:40-54
On John 4: 40-54
Thy son liveth
Go home to him
The Messiah told me
Love echoed in empty gut wrenched chambers of my soul
Somehow he knows me
Somehow he fixed this
My joy
My great relief to be with my son
Again
Significance
Significance
It is more than of little significance that the one
Who redeemed us from death and sin
Can become our closest friend
Flight
Flight
But I can fly
My heart screamed to my head
I fly above buildings
People’s petty squabbles
I soar into the great blue
Push away the clouds
My arms, up, out, or down
Doesn’t matter
The currents of air
I create as I move forward
Push my hair
Against my shoulders
Freedom of will
All directions I desire
With no purse to weigh me down
My concerns left on the ground
I can fly
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